okay so i totally was being a hermit on my two days off this week and it really sucks!

mostly because there are people leaving who i'll never see again [foreign exchange students *sniff*], people leaving who i might never see again [kelsea, sean and tyler], people i haven't hung out w/ in a while [nathan, karimae, eva, etc.] and people who i might not see until i get back from my vacation [basically everyone else i haven't mentioned].

sooo instead of hanging out w/ people i've been:

cleaning a lot

going online

watchin tv

reading a lot

going online

eating

doing little projects [rearanging my room, makin new collages, updating my site, finding new inspiration for clothes n such haha, trying to get pics of my friends to frame like the frame i got in 8th grade from berett, etc]

listening to music

GOING ONLINE.

haha, i guess im just being really lazy but it still sucks hardcore!

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sooo you can imagine my excitement when lisa called on thursday night after open gym and told me that she was having a bonfire w/ kelsea, jordyn, sean, tyler and nick and i should come over! i asked my mom if i could and we decided that it would be fine if i slept over there so she wouldn't be up late worrying about me. so then i told her about the doctors appointment my dad scheduled for me on friday morning and asked if she could pick me up around 9:20 to take me to it.

well, she FREAKED OUT! she got really pissed and started yelling at me. why?

because she felt excluded, like we were trying to sneak this appointment behind her back. she was sooo miffed that dad, caprice and i knew about it before she did. she kept telling me that SHE was the mom. that SHE was responsible for doing the doctors appointments. that SHE should be the first to know. that MY DAD never took interest in our lives until now and that he PURPOSELY didn't tell her. she blamed caprice for my dad suddenly wanting to be apart of our appointments [by appointments, i mean both my doctors appointment, emily's doctors appointment and her therepy appointments, emilys dentist appointment to get a tooth fixed, emilys appointment to get insoles to help her knee problems, and more. those all were appointments my dad setup for us and we forgot to tell mom about them].

then she told me to just go, to leave and go to lisa's house.

i told her that i wasn't going to go w/ her so mad at me. i told her that we didn't pursposely not tell her. i told her that she was making too big of a deal about it.

but she kept yelling at me about all this CRAP.

so, basically, i tried to be reasonable about it but soon it was really hard to hold back tears so i went to my room and broke down. when i got ahold of myself i called my dad to cancel the appointment because it made my mom so upset. as soon as i was telling my dad about canceling, i started crying again. of course, dad got very worried and right then, my mom came in my room at took the phone away from me and started yelling at my dad. and of course, my dad started yelling back and so did caprice [yes i know, i was shocked too].

pretty soon i couldnt take it anymore so i went outside. soon afterwards, emily came and sat next to me until my mom came out.

she explained why she was upset and apalogized for making me cry. but she didn't apalogize for blowing up and yelling.

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okay, so fastforward to this morning. i got up around 10:30 and was ready by 11 to go quading w/ my family and lisa. we were going to kruzoff for the day. buuuut, around 11:15, our boat motor was being a bitch so dad and caprice worked on it while i kept calling lisa and telling her the updates on our day and such.

by 1:45, lisa called and said that it was taking too long and she couldn't go anymore. by 2:30 i told my parents that i no longer wanted to wait around while they fixed the motor and that i wanted to hang out w/ lisa and go to the movies n such.

they said i could hang out w/ lisa as long as her mom was home because they would be gone all day. so i called lisa and her mom answered. i asked for lisa and she told me that lisa was on restriction for the day and coudln't do anything and that she would call me tomorrow.

so basically, my plans were completely ruined. so i couldn't hang out w/ anyone unless i was at their house w/ their parents home which was basically......... no one.

soooo, i came over to my moms house to spend the day. granted, i got to her house aound 3 so i didin't really do much. i watched the end of a movie w/ her and kevin and right now im just online.

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sooo i went from having a completely booked saturday to nothing going on at all. im prolly gonna go downtown and see danielle at work and see if she wants to come watch a movie w/ me or something... idk yet.